I will love you forever. Until my soul leaves this world, my heart will be bound to yours.

What is life going to hold?

Lately, I have been pondering what the future holds for me. Do I want to just settle for the common life? Or, am I going to take chances to have the life that I want to have. I only have one shot. One shot, to live the life that I want to live. I know that at the end I may have some regrets. However, I want to look back and be thankful that at least I went for my dreams.

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Sorry for the wait!

I feel as though it has been forever! My life has been a turning wheel of events, due dates, projects, celebrations, and tragedies. For now it is in a timely state with a unbearable amount of school work that is yet to be done. I hope that after the beginning of October I will finally be able to breathe. As for the rest of it, things have been going smoothly. I am trying to keep myself in the view of shortness of life, so that I do not forget the gift that it truly is. My dear husband is overwhelmed with his work. I am so proud of the strong man that he is. I do hope that after May I will be able to find a job so that I can take the weight of providing for this family alone off his shoulders. I know that the openings for elementary teachers are scarce, however I must believe that God will grant me favor. My life may be a calendar full of events but I am truly the happiest I could ever be.

School is the death of crafty :0(

I am so ready to be done with this semester of school! I feel like I never have time to be crafty for the fun of it! There is always something due, to go to, or a house to be clean! So I am counting down the days till I can once again spend the day in a colorful sea of materials :0)

Ive overcome you world.

Sometimes I get so frustrated with this world. So frustrated with "Church." They just dont get it. Sometimes I feel like people forget the God, that we serve or "pretend" to serve. We act like the bible is just a bed time story. "Oh, dont you know that Jesus died for me and you?" That is not a lie, but how can we act like its a fairytale? Jesus died for us, it was not fake, he really died for us!! I look at my nieces and nephews and I think, how, how could God do that? Knowing the pain that he would suffer. The way he would be treated. How? Its because he loves us. Because he knew it was the only way. I think its about time we stop going around acting like the world is going to last forever, and start living the life that God wants us to live. Start overcoming this world that has destined people for death, with the everlasting life that God offers. Really showing people the true love of God. Living to his standards, and stop pretending like we have it all figured out. We dont, I know I dont. But what I do know, is that God gives us grace. Even if we dont deserve it. So why dont we begin to show that same grace to this world.

In the world you will have tribulation. But take heart; I have overcome the world.

“I’m not concerned with your liking or disliking me… All I ask is that you respect me as a human being.” Jackie Robinson

"Sometimes our reaction is worse than our situation"

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I wanna be loved by you :0)

Sometimes it just feels so good to be loved. Just to have someone in your life that cares about you. Not even love from a significant other, but from anyone. So send someone some love...It just might make their day :0) Oh and as you can see I am ready for summer!!!

It's a LOVEly day :0)

Aaron and I are in our first year of being married, so lets just say that we don't have money to go and buy things that will just die. So we had a "It's the thought that counts" Valentines day, and I must say that it was one of the best that I have ever had! I woke up this morning to find hearts all over my entire house, telling me sweet little somethings! They were everywhere! I love my husband so much, he is so patient and kind. The only love I know to compare it to is that of God. He really does have a true love that comes from his heart. That is something that is so rare today. So to show him how much I love him I made him a cute little card, with a picture of me from our honeymoon holding a Christmas ornament that said "My husband is a reel catch!" Haha

Here is my gift to him :0)

And his to me! A house full of love notes all day long!

The Bags I made for my sisters kids, it was a last second idea but they loved them!

A Sunday at the Sharlows

Is it not beautiful outside today?? Well...It is here! Today the we decided to play outside a little and give Asher some fresh air and fun! He loved playing catch...

Take a breath….

Is what I have been doing alot lately. Stress, anger, and fear are all things that can bring me to my “wits end” you could say. However the past year I have been trying to reshape my outlook on daily life. It is fragile and precious. The death of so many family members including my grandfather, aunt, and cousin as well as others has shaken me to my core. Shaking me so that I don’t want to waste a day. I want to make the world around me the best that it could be. Which requires loving, loving so much that I hold my tongue when it hurts. This has been a difficult task, being brought up to say what you feel. However I have learned that at times its good to say what you feel but in certain times, were the tension can be cut with a knife, its better to stop and re-evaluate your thoughts before they come out of your mouth. My niece Jaylan has helped me come to this realization. She is a firecracker, at one moment a joyous fun loving child heart and another a stomping sassing whip cracking short stack. When watching her on occasion I see this transformation and try and explain to her that her situation is not worth her reactions. However, this usually fails and her eyes role even harder and my fuse gets a little shorter. Even though she may not know it, I am thankful, because of her and our scuffles she has helped me realize that my situation is not worth my reaction. When I feel at the end of my rope I can take a breath and re-evaluate the repercussions of my reaction. Since doing this I have found a peace and happiness that I never knew. Not overreacting to the small things has given me a happier life, marriage, relationships, and out look on life and today I talked with my niece. After her blowing up to the brink of explosion over a Wii game, we talked about the fact that this is a game. Nothing in life is going to change because your striking out every player. The game has no memory so it wont even keep your score. Take a breath……and to my surprise she did. She started playing again, and when her brother got a home run and she lost the game I could see her holding back the firecracker in the grind of her teeth. I was proud. So proud I was almost in tears, when I told her this I could see the satisfaction in her smile. My situations in life at times are not worth my reaction to them. Take a breath and life will be a happier place, and a more valuable place as well.